Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 2:08 AM
Since 1996 - Posted by Marilyn
Childhood Since 1996
Long ago during our childhood time, me and Fyna was in the same school. We studied at Lianhua Primary School. Suprisingly, we also live in the same block. Bukit Batok St 52, Blk 523. So we met since 1996. Cute right!!! Since primary 1 we've known each other already. If i'm not wrong, me and Fyna was in the Malay class together and i remembered her name, Siti Nur Hajar with her curly hair like Goldilocks, LOL!!! We started to get closed from there. Till this one day, Fyna wanted to follow me home after school cause she wants to released her boredom. After we reached to my house. I asked her whether she told her mother or not about wanting to follow me home. She told me and my mum she did. My mum's type of person, if anybody of my friends wants to stayed at my house, must called their parents first cause at that point of time we were all small kid you know. After that if i'm not wrong, Fyna was asked by my mum to called her mum using my house phone. My mum was too worried cause Fyna stayed at my house for quite long. After she called, her mum was worrying about her and asked her to go back home and she did. Got to know Fyna lied to us and actually did'nt told her mum. After a few days, her mum met my mum and told my mum about Hajar's long stayed at my house. My mum knows her mum cause we were neighbours obviously. So i guess it was settled. My mum asked me not to be closed with Fyna anymore bacause my mum thought Fyna likes to lied to her parent's and caused people into troubled.
My mum used to walked me to school everyday cause at that point of time i was just primary 2 i guessed, and our house was nearby my school. One day, my mum asked me to walked to school alone cause she's not feeling well i guessed, and from our block, my mum can se me walking to school. So while walking, if im not wrong i saw Fyna's dad at the block or at the pathway to school, can't remember where is it, her dad scolded me and give a warning not be be friend with Fyna anymore and her father accusted me of teaching Fyna bad things and forced Fyna to come over to my house. Haiz what the fuck!!! I was just a little girl and don't know what happened. Seriously, her father has no common sense and stupid. What does an 8 year old girl knows??? So i went back home crying and told my parent what happened early that day. My parent got so mad and especially my dad. His type is "JGN SKALI2 SENTUH ANAK AKU ATAU GANGGU ANAK AKU, KAU BERANI, KAU BERMUKE DGN AKU DULU".
I remembered this very fine day, me and my family going to the market and saw Fyna's family. Her dad does'nt know my dad and have not seen my dad face to face till that very day. I know her dad only seen my mum before. At that point of time me and Fyna are not closed anymore. My mum whispered to my dad saying "That's the girl's dad that scolded your daughter". My dad stared at him waiting for him to voiced out at my dad. But he did'nt. He looked down and was in fear i guessed. Till that very day me and Fyna did'nt talked, called, or met each other like we used too. My mum too, did'nt talked much and avoiding Fyna's mum if she saw her mum at the market after that incident cause of dah "MELUAT". I started to hate Fyna too cause i was so mad, she lied to her parent's and lied to me too, until her dad scolded me and etc.
So after few years, heard that Fyna's family moved house to don't know where. My family also decided to moved cause we stayed there from i was a little baby till primary 4 or 5.
Years gone by till 2006, i studied in ITE West Clementi, Nitec in Office. I saw Fyna!!! LOL!!! Wanna talked to her but too shy and scared whether she remembered our past story. But nvm i guessed. Saw her sometime, she looked decent. LOL!!! 1 year had gone and i got throught Higher Nitec!!! Woooohooooo!!!! Happy!!!!! Syukur "arhamdulillah"...
Higher Nitec Years in 2007 - 2009
Managed to go to Higher Nitec. At that point of time. I got few of my Nitec mates that was in the same class too when we entered Higher Nitec liked Azura, Dhia, Zubir (met him 1st day during registration day) but kecoh already when 1st day to school!!! When i entered our new classroom... Wanna know what? I guessed fate has brought us together. I saw Fyna. LOL!!!! She sat with that Botak guy Mawi and Ridzuan. I was like, can't believe it. My old mates does'nt know about me and Fyna in the past. So i did'nt even talked to Fyna cause she never talked to me. LOL!! Few weeks, months gone by and suddently saw Fyna like never go to school a lot of times. So everybody started to asked what happened to her? All was curioused. Then i started to talked about the past to them and said that Fyna may be seem like decent keeping quite but maybe she's still like the past like's to lied. They said maybe she have changed.
A year plus past and there i started to talked to Fyna. I started to talked to her when me and Zubir joke around in the class saying non secure word, and made Fyna laughed. In my mind, i thought that "She laughed at our joke, maybe she's ok lah. So started to talked to her few times and till one day a friend of mine Yan, want's to get to know few girls to be his life partner. So one of the girl i recommend, was Fyna cause for me Fyna is nice girl. I asked Fyna and she agreed to exchanged numbers with Yan. We started to became more closer till becoming Bestfriend back like the old days!!! I told her about what happened last time and she said her mum told her too about past stories between me and her. And she told me why she lied last time, because she want's some freedom but always forbidden by her parents. So slowly we understand each other's situation. LOL!!! Started going out with her often cause she got attached with my friend Yan and i always go out with them as my boyfie is their closes friends when they were young and like siblings though.
Go out so often till Fyna's parent started to remember me back especially her mum. So i thought i was so happy to meet her mum and wanted to get closed with her mum. At first her mum was ok for me. Then when we often went out and got home late, her mum started to blame me. Fyna told me that her mum says that since Fyna closed with me, she started to go back late. I mean i did'nt force Fyna to got home late you know. She often went back home due to also her guy, always come late for an outing and she would like to spend for quite sometime. There she got bitten up all sort of stuff if u read earlier posted by her. Then 1 day i got to know from Fyna, her dad hate's me and Fyna's boyfie. Haiz that old Man again finding fault at me. U get the story? From little girl to a adult. Haiyo. Some more if i went chilled at her house, her mother started to nagged about her cannot this cannot that and i can observed her mum does'nt want to say directly but in a good manner such as "cik ckp dgn hajar, nanti kasi aku bebual dgn mar biler jumpe, ni da jumper ni dgn mar" still can make joke. I told Fyna if your mum and dad hates me give me their number and let me called them and tell what's been happening and jgn nak salakan anak org jer but Fyna said that it's no used, her parent would'nt understand single bit.
Till this one day i was so mad her mum and dad, totally da tawar hati, that point of time, Fyna was not with her boyfie anymore. She want's to follow us go rounding before my boyfie went in camp. Thought it's gonna be a happy day after all. But after Yan sending Fyna, we saw her bro and mum at the carpark. Her bro gonna send her mum to work by his bike. After Fyna went up, her mum wave at us like a mad women i guessed. Yan opened up the window car and waited for her mum and bro to reached to us. 1st to asked "siape ade kat dalam? Yan ader? Marlina ade?, haiz. I said ya, im here. She started to nagged saying Fyna cannot like this like that. Don't bother calling Fyna again asking out. WTH!!! I told her straight to the point "kiter tak pakse ajak dier kelua cik, hajar jer slalu nk ikot kiter abeh nanti kite kene, haiz tk tahu lah ape nak cakap!!" Then i guessed her mum paiseh already then say "Hajar ni pun satu anti kene bantai dengan bapak dier" then some more can asked Yan why never send hajar in front of the gate. Haiyo that person is not with Fyna anymore u understand!!! In my heart saying that. Yan say he does'nt know anything. Still can acted so nice says that "Nanti park baek2 eh da sampai rumah" Hmm.. But i can see in her face not sincered at all. Yan droved so fast showing tantrums. And i was cursing in the car, so mad!!!Fyna, im not mad at you but mad at your parents, the way they treated us, and mad at your dad beating you up. We pitied your life. I pitied you and i don't care bout them. At 1st yes i thought like wanna get away from you cause of your parent, but think back, you're not at fault. It's your family. Because of them, your life sucks and miserable, even you need a little love from Yan, they forbidden you. If they can't showered you with love, then we are here to do that. I pitied about you and Yan. What a luck, haiz... Hopefully one day, u guys meet up again and really hope that things have changed to better. As for me to you, jangan putus dengan doa kau ok? I Love U!!! Aarrgghh!!! Just forget bout it!!! Let's enjoy!!! =)
