Today went to my Nitec fren's wedding at Teck Whye.
i'm so happy for her.
"Semoga berbahagia dan kekal hingga akhir hayat di samping suami dan keluarga yang tersayang."
Love u Nur Farhanah! (=
OkOk.
Now, why today i called it a SUCKS day becuz all my plan was cocupted.
Planned to go to the wedding with him.
But end up he stucked in his house becuz of his mum went to JB bringing all the keys.
He doesn't have any spare key.
Called ZuBiR and he didn't answer nor reply my msges.
Then text MaRiLyN, asked her whether she could accompany me.
She said she's sleepy due to not having enough sleeping.
Then called Achee hdp and he didn't answer. Argh!!
At that point of time, i was damn stress sia!!
Why suddenly everything became like this today. FUCK!
Then called Achee house and finally...
End up, Achee partnered me to the wedding.
thanks so much adik.
ur my only rescuer, always. (=
i really appreciate u eventho it is hard to persuade u at the first place. LOL.
And actually after the wedding, planned to meet MaRiLyN and RyO at Bugis.
But end up, i text MaRiLyN saying that i'm lazy and had no mood to go suddenly.
Due to the cocupt plan and my dad. Haiz...
So will be going to Bugis on Monday to find our graduation stuffs there.
On the way back home, i feel like not wanting to went home.
So i called my mum and tell her that i wanna go Bugis to find my heels.
She let me go but then my dad didn't.
Then my mum said u can go but must be back home before 9pm.
i called MaRiLyN and at last, cancelled.
Haiz...i really felt that i'm a small kid sia.
Why at my age now, i still have a curfew?
i hate curfew !!!
i've been trying my best to change but it seems like nothing's working.
i mean i have changed but none of my family saw that i am.
i felt like giving up sia. seriously.
And felt like i rather be dead then having a family portrait like this.
it really felts so deeply shitly bad. )=
One thing that i always think is...
No matter what, i still have to move on with my life eventho its sweet nor bitter.
i'm just tired and getting restless and sicked after what i've been through.
"Ya Allah..Berikanlah aku ketabahan agar aku dapat melalui segala dugaan darimu."